Confident

Confident

Confident is having a feeling or 

belief that you can do something well 

or succeed at something.

 Been thinking through this lately.

And I realized that I am lack of confident.

Back when I was young,

I use to play a lot of FPS game. I can just spend whole day 

just playing game.

Then I started to join small tournament.

I play with my team through internet.

Which I don't even know what they look like.

Our team just got third.

But after a few days later we receive a message.

Asking us whether we want to form as a team together.

At first we thought that it was just

Some fake message.

But we checked it and it was real.

We are really happy and excited about it.

But I began to become nervous.

I started to think that, 

Am I really as good as I think I am?

Am I really as good as they think I am?

What if I fail?

What if I mess up?

Am I ready for this?

In the end I rejected the offer.

The story ends there.

What Happen?

Lack of confident and fear.

Because of my lack of confident and 

make me lose the opportunity.

And I learnt a lesson that time.

Do not let the fear controls you.

Because some opportunity you only get one chance.

One chance and that’s it.