Commitment

COMMITMENT

Commitment is one of the important traits to achieve your goal.

Because there is time that 

when I was studying what I am "Interested",

I found out that my efforts are weak and unfocused.

When this happens, I will try to keep myself motivated

"I want to be success!"

but my actions didn’t reflect this belief.

So I began to think that, what if?

When it comes to getting paid to do what I love, after I am graduated, am I interested or committed?

That's where I found that interest and commitment are very different

Interest works an hour a day on the business; 

Commitment works whenever time permits.

I started questioning myself.

Why am I holding back? What is stopping me from living the life I’ve imagined for myself?

And I found out that the reason for holding me back is

“I would take action and get started, but I just don’t know enough yet. I’m just not ready.”

And yet there is internet right in front of me

and I didn't use it wisely.

There is much more to learn.

Well, it's time to 

Get my mindset right and refine my goals

To strive for my dream.

The Past

THE PAST

The past is always an emotional thing to me.

Because I always hated my past.

The bad choices that I chose.

The mistakes I made.

How childish and naive I was.

Why can't I be more mature like the others?

I always hated that, I didn't treasure the people who 

loved and cared for me in the past.

Now I lost it.

There is nothing I can do now. But to move on.

Well, a past is a past, you can't turn back time to change it.

It's a journey to make us grow along the time

and make us who we are now.

All we need to do is move on, and learn from the mistakes

and don't do it again in the future.

Dream

Dream

I have a dream that one day I will become a

concept artist.

I always admire and love other concept artist make

tons of concept weapon or costume for the

character.

This is the first time I ever draw a concept art.

It's not really that great and nice.

But there are times, that I sit down and question myself

Am I really an artist?

Can I really become an artist?

I am not really good or talented at it.

Artist doesn't get much income. How am I gonna repay my family?

Should I really continue study Art?

Well, in our life there is always up and down.

I might fail sometimes, but it's a journey that I chose.

I love what I do

All I need is passion and contribution.

And it's just the beginning.

Dream can't come true.

If you just sit there and wait.

Get up and strive for it.

God

GOD

Many friends ask me that do you believe in God?

And I will always say that i'm neutral.

Well, it's because that nobody can prove that God is truly exist.

I mean I do believe in those like Karma and stuff.

But sometimes I always think that 

Why God help those wealthy people and

didn't help those who really need it.

People will say that you need to do it yourself

not just pray god all the time for help

Well, there are probably people out there in an island

and thinks that the airplanes flying across their island

is a God

For me, God is just like a myth to make us people

to do good deeds in order to go to heaven.

So that people will not do bad deeds.

Friendship

Friendship

Does having tons of friends makes you happy?

Does staying together in a same dorm, makes your friendship stronger?

Does it have to be when your friends called you for a drink, and you need to be there only known as "friends"?

Well, true friends understands why you can't make it and won't blame you for it. We don't need to have conversation whole day whole night to makes our friendship stronger. 

All we need is just one day of having fun together and we will be happy.

True friends will correct you to do the right thing.

But does it means we only be friends with those who are close to us or know us?

Well, for me I would be friends with anyone if i can.

Creating Friendship is way better than creating Enemies.

Treasure Your Friendships.

Don't regret it until you lose your friendship.